... in my stomach that is :) Today is the last summer day that I am home, together with my parents, close to my love. I feel all excited that once again I have the opportunity to travel so far away, in the land where all is possible. The land of buildings reaching to the skies, the land of money & oil, the land of conspiracies, land of democracy & freedom (gay marriage, same sex couple rights), land of ignorance, land of superficiality, land of deceiving dreams - all in one - AMERICAN DREAM.
But in the same time, if I could, I'd cancel all and remain here, where my soul is caught in some one's eyes. I feel tighed up here and pulled my life away.
Even if i can't cancel it, ('cause of money of course) I'll return to in October gladly to know someone will be there, waiting to be hugged & kissed by me. That's my power, my Duracell, my red bull :D.
For C. :
"When you miss me, when you doubt me, when you wanna hold me, when you cry, when you feel like hugging/kissing me, just read this: I will always love you no matter where I am, what I'm doing, with who I am."

Goodbye my friends, see you in october!